The weather is stunning outside. Walpurgis is come and gone, and if it weren't for the chill in the wind and shadows you'd think it was summer.

Hmmm. I feel the rational part of my brain have ignored friends and social life lately. The yearly dose of apathy that comes with the season (long story), and other general life issues(tm), and we have one dread boring uphill battle to do anything.

Especially so when it comes to them creative and inspired things. I wouldn't say art block, no; I am a firm believer that the infamous Art Block monster mostly is an urban myth; I have in fact an abundance of ideas but go figure the feeling to do it all amounts to a big fat " ...meh " in the end anyway. This makes me feel very bad. Especially so since I know several friends are feeling down too and needs support and love and gifts.

Creativity isn't at a complete standstill however. Still got commissions to do and submissions to this gallery will come along sooner or later.

Additionally, so many folks have so been incredibly nice and generous far beyond any obligations and to be honest I am a bit shell-shocked by it all. In a good way mind you, and yet, it makes me feel like and ungrateful douche that I don't manage to express my gratitude enough because goddamnit it is there in abundance oh fuck you people are amazing;;;;;; I just am having a hard time processing it all I suck ;.;/

Awesome people are awesome♥♥♥♥♥:


Super-fine auction with amazing art prints, originals and more! [link]


Hugs! All-time favourite YouTube video ♥ ever

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Last week was hectic. Lots of deadlines of different sorts. The uninteresting type of deadlines: last chance to make those calls, see those people and send in those papers; do this, do that, decide what about that and don't forget this -type of things. Lots of paper-shuffling. Unemployment is more (boring) work than you think. It is mildly stupidifying, to say the least.

To end an otherwise up-side-down week, I suffered a strange dizzy spell during the weekend. Very odd. Regardless if it was monthly hormones, lack of iron, or maybe a common cold sneaking up on me--or all of the above-- it had me disoriented and strange for quite a bit.

In summary I am left way behind on work and art. It is regrettable and I apologise. not much I can do about it besides trying to get back in the saddle, gear up and get to it, yes?

In contrast to the days previous (and Mondays in general), this Monday came with delightful surprises. It started much like before by taking up my time with time-consuming pains such as telephone queues from hell but it ended with goodies. Expecting visits from far-away friends in the near future I had been on the look-out to borrow some games for entertainment. DMC4, to be precise: for that fun sparkly kickass action. Alas, it looked grim. In the end, however, I ended up getting a ride home along with a borrowed Xbox360, DMC4 and GuitarHero3. Several days in advance than I originally had asked for.

Friends. Are. Awesome. ;.;/ ♥♥♥

Speaking of awesome friends, there is more. I am speechless at the kind and generous souls out there. =mistressofspam is holding a fund-raiser for me and my pathetic situation and so many folks joined in, I am in awe omg *bows deep* ToT/ Check out the auctions over here: [link]






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A little late update but, as the title says: commissions slots are full. Thank you! ♥ Will return shortly. Any questions about future commission ideas are as always of course still welcome. Quick link to more info is as always at the top of this journal or below.

Speaking of work, real life is calling this week and next and for a bit I expect to have less time to work on art and said commissions. I don't know, but just in case.

Working on answering mails, notes and comments; promise! I'm slow but getting here. ^o^;/


In other news, people are too damn nice omfg it is almost too much for a cynical lifeform like myself to taaake ;.;/~♥!!

In less amusing news, art thieves big and small continue to be frustrating: [link] Thank you everyone who keep an eye out. That is community love right there yes. I am often painfully slow at answering notes but believe me it is appreciated. Even when, like in this case, I am drained of energy and at a loss what to do about it.


Additionally, taking inspiration from =mistressofspam to explore more of deviantArt and the community, I have a dAmn!chat room over at #teapirateninja [link] and I'll be there for an hour or so while I am doing boring paperwork in the middle of the night. beware that i will as always be slow and typo like a maniac.






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edit: Commissions slots FULL for now! ♥

It is time to open up for a new batch of commissions! You know me, always trying to keep out of that red haha~ The sinking US dollar effects my prices somewhat and it is mighty troublesome indeed but there is not much I can do about it I am afraid.

I have cancelled the previous character sketch budget suggestion for several reasons but put up a new suggestion in turn. I treat and evaluate all commissions individually. All you have to do is mail! Hop over and read the rest [link]


I am under way making an inventory of my prints stash to see about a print sale a little bit from now. When I say I need all the money I can get, I mean it; both surviving right now and hopefully also for maybe one convention this year. Here's hoping, yeah? :3

Lastly, I have been a bit quiet lately I know. Between the now and the future, things are a bit strained and sometimes hard to refrain from resorting to hyperventilating and hair-pulling. It puts a major dent in my social behaviour and I'm sorry about that. Thank you everyone for your support -friends and strangers alike. ;.;/






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Holy PhotoShop brushes, Batman! Find me featured in the Reader's Exposé pages of ImagineFX #29. In stores now! Except here in Sweden where we're still waiting.






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